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AM SCARED!!!

    So many things going on in her life right now but all she can sense is FEAR! As a teenage girl growing into a young adult wonders what life will hold for her. Will it all end the way she had dreamt and hoped? Of course she knows that reality is far from what she dreamt but then the hope for a better future keeps her going. Everything seems shaking but she is standing tall, even when all hope seems lost she still keeps her faith found in God. When she stops believing in herself, she found strength to still believe in God.
     She has got a family she loves and cares for, she believes that she is here because of her family and would do anything to make them happy. Many people don't understand her because they feel she is a loner, why would they not feel so when she doesn't trust people for the fear of being hurt and when all she has is FEAR? She tries not to be shaken by the criticisms and judgements she gets from people, she tries to remain strong even in the storm.  She hold on to so many things, She hold on to love, she hold on to loneliness, she hold on to hope, she hold on to peace, she hold on to fear, she hold on to believe, she hold on to faith but most of all she hold on to Jer. 29:11.

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